Wednesday, December 14, 2011

Frogs in the dream...

When I woke up early this morning to get ready for work, my mother called me...

She told me about a strange dream she had about me at night.

I'm at person who deeply belive in everything that's been told.
If a person on the street comes to me and tells me "you will have a babygirl soon"
Maybe I wont belive that i will have a babygirl my self, but I sure will belive that this is not told without any reason, it has a matter. I might meet up with a babygirl who lost her parents and help her, or maybe a relative of mine will get a babygirl or just anything that involves a babygirl...
I belive that everything happend for a reason and so on.

It doesnt' happen oftent BUT I never had a nightmares without anything bad happening afterwards. I've also never had a dream, which dont fit in to my reality neither it's a good or bad one... (I mean like points I get at the exams and so on).

Now this morning my mum told me...
I was in a big house. The house wasn't ugly or so, just a normal big house which was full of frogs...
My mother stepped on the frogs, one by one, and they got less and less.
When there was only a few left... one of the frogs told my mum:
- you can not / you may not / you do not want to step on me
and my mother kindly answered the frog:
- okay then... I won't...

I really wish that someone could interpret dreams. . .

I found an explanation of what a frog in a dream means...
To see a frog in your dream, represents a potential for change or the unexpected. The frog may be a prince in disguise and thus, signify transformation, renewal or rebirth. Alternatively, the frog symbolizes uncleanness or fertility.

 To see frogs leaping in your dream, indicate your lack of commitment. You have a tendency to jump from one thing to another. Alternatively, it may suggest that you are taking major steps toward some goal. It parallels your progress.
To dream that you are catching a frog, signifies your carelessness concerning your health.

To hear the sounds of a frog in your dream, indicates that you have not accomplished what you wanted.

To eat a frog in your dream, represents some unsavory or unpleasant task that you need to perform. If you swallow a whole frog in your dream, then there is something that you need to do or say, that is literally difficult to swallow. Consider the phrase "a frog in your throat" to suggest that you are unable to speak. You have lost your voice.




Sunday, December 11, 2011

FARWELL

There is a story I've always wanted to share with you all...

A girl who lived in a poor country. She had a lot of friends at school, and her selfconfidence was on top. Her dream was to become a nurse.
Therefore, one day when she had troubles solving her mathematics, she went to her neighbour, knocked on the door and asked him to help her...
And the next day again, and the day after, and...

The boy started to come to the girl's home every afternoon, to help her with her homeworks. And the family of the girl got used to the neighbourboy, which they liked very much.

Last year at highschool, this girl and her siblings was misfortuned to lose their mum. She died in cancer. The boy felt that he had a duty to always stay with the girl and take care, the years passed and he always stayed there.. until the time he had to leave....

He had to move to another country where he could work and earn some money, so that he one day could afford to get married to the girl.

He moved to a beautiful contry, he got his own car, an apartment, and a very good job which he was happy with.
Each Christmas, easter, summer, birthdays, graduations etc he used to buy a ticket home, to visit his friends and family back in his hometown, where this girl was still studing.
But something was still missing in his life which made him feel lonley...

But then one day...
He was going out with his friend, who was going to meet his friend which was at a temporary jobvisit in the country. A very cute girl.
The three of them sat at a restaurant talking, when this boy realized they had very much in common...
It was getting late, and the girl wanted to return home...
So the boy asked her if they could meet for lunch the next day.
- That would be great since we work next to eachother.

The two started to develope something very special, they had an incredible chemestry and it was like match made in heaven. They could talk about the same song at the same time. They understood eachother in a way that no one of them had understood a person before.The girl was amazed by the boy. but she was so unsure of what he was feeling, it seemed like he felt in a very special way towards her even though ...

He did tell her that he loves the country that he lived in and he was very happy. But he missed his Girlfriend to be with him...

The next day, the boy called the girl and asked her out again. They started to meet every day, and the girl was getting a bit worried. She didnt know what was happending to their friendship. It felt more than a friendship, and the boy already had a girlfriend.
But since the boy had told the girl that he will travel back to his country one week later, to be at the celebration of his girlfriend's graduation, she was yet not worried.

One week passed, and the boy called the girl...
- can we meet ?
- sure, something wrong ?
Turned out that the boy had a fight with his girlfriend and was thinking of canceling his ticket, and wanted to ask the girl what she thought about it...
The girl was very happy to hear that, since she liked the boy very much...

The next day, the boy called the girl, he told her:
- I canceled the ticket...
He decided to stay with the girl and not travel back to his country to see his girlfriend graduate.
What was the reason?
- You are only staying here few more weeks, I rather spend my time with you, the boy told the girl...
The boy and the girl was getting very close to eachother, which made the girl worried. She didnt want to fall inlove with him, since he didn't seem to want to leave his girlfriend.
The girl decided to ask the boy about what's really going on between them...

He told her the story of his girlfriends life, and how her family got used to him, and now he couldn't leave her. Specially since they were from a small village, where people cant accept that a girl is meeting a boy, if they dont want to get married.
- But do you really love her ? the girl asked
- I love her, but i like you...

The girl got so sad, and explained for the boy that they cant meet anymore...
She asked him to stop calling her and stop asking about her.
But the next day the boy called the girl anyway
- I miss you so much... is it wrong to miss a friend ?
- Yes it is, stop calling me please...

The girl had decided not to spend more time on this boy, even if she liked him so much.
A couple of hours later when the girl was going for lunch, she found the boy outside the door of her job waiting for her.
- I knew you were going to act like this, that's why I didnt want to tell you about my girlfriend. Now please let me have lunch with you...

The two of them couldnt separate, they couldnt spend one hour without an update about eachother...
How was the girl suppose to just erase him out of her life when he had made such an inprint in her life making her truly believe him feeling the same way she did.

Time was passing and the girl's visit in the country was going to it's end...
They met in a resturant, all of the friends the last day.
Last second, the girl rasied up to say good buy to them and give them all a hug. Even the boy... she felt how he pulled her shirt from behind and didnt let go. She didnt want to leave.
She felt how she wanted to keep him forever.
With her eyes filled of tears, she left the restaurant, didnt look back.
She couldnt admit it, but she was going to miss him forever...


Rihanna- Farewell    

Friday, December 2, 2011

Waiting...

Imagin all the time we spend waiting...
waiting for the computer to load
waiting for the train to come
waiting for the summer to come
waiting for the program at tv to start
it never ends...

It's all about waiting and time is ticking. I hate waiting.

3 months ago, I called the doctor to book a time to check my health. He told me that he will send me a notice when to attend. And yepp, it came in the letterbox at home, 3 months later !
Of ALL the days, all the time in this 3 months, he picked exactly the same date as  I was suppose to go to the dentist, which I had also been waiting a long time for.

Anyhow I decided to change the dentist-day since the doctor was more important this time.
I wanted to be sure to be there in time, so i left work early.

The parking of the hospital was full, lots of visitors as usual. I couldn't find anywhere to park!
I was swirling around and around, like all the other cars that couldn't find a parking.
I started to get mad...
But then, with the corner of my eye i saw an old couple sitting in the car and i  thought - these are leaving.
I stoped a bit discreetly at the side of the road and when they left i took their parking :D

The weather outside was horrible. The wind was blowing so hard, and it was raining so much, I didn't know how I got to the ticketmashine.
2 hours should be enough. I putted the ticket in the car and hurried in to the hospital.

People came and left 10 minutes later, so i  thought- maybe I will also be done early... but time didnt stop ticking. That early time passed and my time was in. The doctor didnt come...

Nurses passed me time after times calling diffrent names, looking at me who just sat there shaking my head.
- Nope...

One of the nurses told me: "You've been here for a long time now so i understand that you are not one of my patient"

Time still ticking 2 hours had passed and i started to worry about my parkingticket. Time was running out.
I called for one of the nurses
- Excuse me, I was suppose to meet...
- Yes, the doctor is late dear and you know there is still 3 other woman waiting, and...
- I will go down and change the parkingticket!!!!
- Ok, i will note that.

Desperate i went to the ticketmashine, feeling i was going to blow away in the horrible weather. Putted all the coints that i found in my pockets in the ticketmashine, pressed the bottom and got a ticket
- untill 9am next morning !

-Now! I can stop worrying about the parking, I thought, going back into the hospital.
Back to my seat where I sat before. The Sofa had just started returning back to it's original shape. (After my behind giving the couch a new shape, while I sat there hour after hour)
I was tired and sweaty. Looking like something words can't describe

I took a deep breath. Starting to philosophise about life and it's meaning. Does it even has a mening? Not an important one. We just work and go to the doctor, ending up dead anyway. It sucks...
Life sucks. I dont want any children, I will just gain weight and get more ugly, I'll never get married, i'll never move from my parents house, I'll never...

I went from sitting straight up in the sofa, to slowly sink lower and lower, till the end, i was sitting on the floor with my head on the sofa and my arms over my head (Imagin ?!!? )


The nurse passed in the corridor
- Ms Nohra, I understand that you gave up hope of life, but come with me dear.
Even though i was so tired and mad, i putted the fake smile on my sweet lips and told her
- No, I didnt...
while i went after her in the corridor

She took me to a small room, with chairs hard like the floor. Oh no, i mean the floor was soft as the chairs.
- I know you have been waiting too long for the doctor, but you can sit here untill he comes if you want.

She just took me from my soft sofa to a hard chair in a small room, but ok...
It was calm in that room, no tv on no nothing.

Well i now had time to do everything- cleaning my teeth, fixing my nails, taking my own blood pressure, listening to my own heart-beats.
- I don't need any doctor, I can do all these stuff by my self...
I was talking to my self when it all of a sudden knocked on the door...

- Oh doctor...
I felt to the floor infront of his feet...
- God bless you. Finally I can go home ! Thank you, Thank you !
5 Hours later...
 

Tuesday, November 22, 2011

Luck is where preparation meets opportunity!

4 more weeks.
That's the time I've left in this office at the municipality in Uddevalla.
Actually i am employeed until the end of the year, but I am also entitled to 8 days of holiday that saved during my stay.

As you may know, earlier this month, I applied for the same job as I have today, but in another municipality- Vänersborg, where I live.
There was almost 40 applications- and only as few as 6 people passed on to the interview.
I was one of them!
A week later... when I was at afterwork I found out that the boss of the municipality where I applied for the new job, had called some of my co-workers including my boss to ask about me.

- Did you get the job Hannan ?
- What job? I don't know yet...
- Aha, they called me and asked about you... so i thought you got it ?!

I was speechless, didn't know what to say. But I was thinking
"if they called you, they must have called my Boss at the municipality in Uddevalla"

The next day at work, "I had eye" to ask my boss
- did they call you ?
- yes they did!

Why didn't he tell me ? Strange...
I wish i could hear that conversation. Have you ever thought of beeing invisable for a while ? Mm i wish...

Anyhow that same day, a bit into the evning...

I was on the staircase on my way upp when all of the sudden the phone rang while i was surronded by a million children screaming and shouting so i could barley hear the voice on the other line...

But I understood that the last choise was between me and another guy.
Sadly... the other guy got the job.
I was a bit to young... :(

How am I suppose to feel ? Happy ?
I could save that time, doing something else, not plagued by people I do not know...
But at the same time... I made it till the end + /- =0


anyhow.. it might be a bit nice to take some time off, relax, plan new thing in life if I will be without work . And maybe life will open some new doors.. i've been brooding about moving to another city and try something new..
or another country maybe :P...

Friday, November 11, 2011

aYMAN seems to be popular!

I wrote about ayman monday 7/11-2011 and after an hour, over 100 (of the registered) readers had read the post, which is amazing !

People keep asking me "what did he say when he read the blog?..."
Since Ayman is busy 24/7 and doesn't have even one second spare on his schedule, we had that conversation by sms. And I already noted in my calender
June 2012"Last month in my life"

I am therefor able to show the you the messages online...
(There might be some things in the sms that you won't understand I will mark them in diffrent colors and explain it later on for you)

H: - Haha that picture Ayman! How did it hit you to dress like a belly-dancer? Well after your preformance 2009 I can assure it's true haha. How drunk were you?
Did you find me outside your door yet?

A: - why can you assure it's true LOOOL?
OMG I hope you didnt make to much fun of me on facebook lol. Just kidding, you know I love    your ironic comments :P
(Yet, he didn't understand that I'm not ironic!?)

H: - Haha I can assure that after the dance on the bed in the middle of the night haha sme3t shi 3am bizayzi2 haha (= i heard something crackling)

A: - I read the blog yesterday night... but I am still prepering for a good respond to that TRICK!!
Fatta rej you do that to me lol
(Ayman doesnt speak swedish, but he is pretty good in snapping upp words that he hears.)
Explanations:
That pictures- performance 2009 & dancing on the bedI was tagged in a photo on facebook today, which looked like this:


This is Ayman at an Halloween-party in the states. Dressed like a Belly-dancer. When i saw the tag- My reaction was
"That's your daily outfit Aymano"
And he wondered what i ment with that... 
The whole public is going to find out about the doctor's real background :D,

back in the summer of 2009, we were still young and had no worries. No job, no money... :P Just kidding
But we were at a resturant, me and my cousins- Ayman, Youssef and Charbel...
We ate some food, and got back home. It was late. We were all tired so we went to sleep.
Since there is no electricity in Lebanon, we didn't even have to turn the light off! :P
Suddenly I heard something crackeling
"IiiiIiiiiIiiiiIIiiiiiiiIIIIiiii"

- Yossy, what's going on?
- I donno?
The crackeling suddenly stoped...
Certainly it started immediatly when we were silent again.

- iIIIiiiiIiiii

Youssef uses the light of his phone to light up the room- and what's going on?
The doctor is standing on his bed with his hands in the air and shaking some assss. Yaaa he was Really Shaking it.

I just couldn't stop laugh.

And what made it more fun, was that Youssef just took a deep breath and turned around, just as a "not again-sign"
hAHAHAHAHA

I told you Doctors is not normal.


Ayman Doesn't speak swedish

Ayman used to work at the airport of Beirut before he decided to travel and become a doctor.
Each time a swedish passanger passed him, he said something in swedish.
(He used my 9-years-old brother as a teacher!)
-Ursäkta mig men du kan inte passera idag (excuse me but you can't pass today)
he told the poor woman, and almost gave her a heart attack.

- I have cousins in Vänersborg in Sweden, do you know them?

He asked every passenger !

Once when my sister Maria was in Trollhättan, she met one of the girls who had passed Ayman's controll at the airport. She told Maria the whole story. That was fun, embarrassing, foolish etc...

- In the end they met, Aymano :D What a small world ha ?

There is a Lot of Ayman-storys.
- Aunt has a son without any arms or legs, she lifts him in the ears.
- I want my brother to die, so i can take his clothes
- don't tell the secret to anyone
- the story of when we almost died, the festival and "you ate at a resturante ha?"
- I hate you Hannan because of ... ( he told me everything he hates in me)

I got to know all these stories and many more, while the doc was drunk enough.

Enough for today :D
 stop rummage the doctor's life!


Thursday, November 10, 2011

Alice Östlund

Alice Östlund!

That's the name of an really old little human living in Trollhättan- Sweden.
What's so funny with that?
Alice is Born 8th december, 1906 which mean that
she's turning 105 years old in the end of 2011, and that is amazing!

They make a small interview with her on the radio- P4 each wednesday and she seems to be a sweet little lady with a very positive attitude.

She's telling the radioman: "I never worry about anything, there is a solution for everything, either it's a good or bad one. When the doctor first told that my sight is poor, and  that I'm getting blind, it was just natural for me. Everything is what life brings, that is my taught.

In the end she said : the municipality have to wait with their cake-party for a looong time!
(In sweden, they eat cake when someone dies. I know it's wicked- but true!)

When the radioman asks her "when do you feel ashamed"
Her answer is "there is no need to be ashamed, if i say something wrong i guess i will explain that I said something wrong"

:D

Monday, November 7, 2011

Aymanoooo !

I laughed so much yesterday...

I had a phonecard with only 1Skr left. So presumed i couldn't call anywhere with it, but  then I just tried to call to my Cousin Ayman in USA.
76 minutes!!!! WOW

A: - Hello ..
H :- Hi who is it?
A: - You're calling
H: - So ?
A: - Who are you?
H: - guess ?... don't you remember me?
A: - ... eh... i dont recognize your voice, give me a hint
H: - come on I know I am your favorite
A: - Wait i will check the number...
       it seems like you are calling from the states
H: - ...
A: - Hannan?
H: - What ..?
A: - If i say Betty what do you say?
(we Used to call eachother Betty- based on "Uggly Betty" from TV)

H: - Oh you Ugly, dont you recognize my voice anymore ?
A: - But you're calling from the states..?
H: - Yes...
A: - Oh my God where are you?
H: - in the states...
A: - Oh my God where are you ?
H: - Still in the states
A: - Oh my God where in the states?
H: - Washington
A: - Oh my God but ... where are you?
H: - I said in the states !!!
A: - I knew you were coming but not sooo soon ?
H: - Ya you never know what I am up to ! Got to go now. Seee you later...

A: - Wait wait...
       Honestly, what is going on?
H: - Nothing....
A: - What are you doing in the states? why didnt u tell me u where coming and how long are you going to stay?
H: - why are you so nervous?
A: - What would you say if I called you one day and said "I am in Vänersborg?"
H: - Nothing...?
A: - Nothing ha ??? Oh my God

H: - Did you pee your pants yet?
A: - Lucky me, I am wearing Jeans hah

Hahahahahahahahahahahahaha I just Couldnt stop laugh

Later Ayman asked me if I could open skype, and to make him more nervous I was evil enough to say
- I didn't bring my pc...

Do you know what his answer was ?  (starting with "oh... " )

Still Laughing at you cuz. And I know u will kill me when you read this! The black list is ready right ?

*wispering* Do you know what's so funny, I've made so many mean things to ayman lately, and he always fall in to the trick. He must hate me.


Me and Ayman =)





Thursday, October 27, 2011

Chris Medina.

I was working at the youthhouse yesterday...
and my friend told me about this song from american Idol -2010, and the story behind it...

I was sooooo touched, I've been watching videos and the whole story behind the song.
This Chris Medina, was together with a very, very beautiful girl- Juliana, and he decided to propose to her after their 8years-long relationship. You can also find the proposalvideo at youtube.



The plan was to get married 2 years after, but Juliana had the bad luck to be in a car accident and suffered a traumatic brain injury. Chris never left her. He belives that she is an angel and a miracle will occur Juliana. (The doctors had told him, that she won't wake up after the accident, but she did a month later!)



This Chris really has a place in heaven. What a wonderful person.
Watch the story yourself.

There is a group at facebook named "for Juliana" if you like to join...


Saturday, October 15, 2011

Bizzzt

Imagin yourself laying in your bed at morning half awaked. Suddenly small "bizzzzing" fly, fly near your ear.
BIZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzip Biiizzzzzzp
You just want to squezze it, but u don't have the power to get out of bed, so you put the pillow over your head hoping it will disapear.
But it don't...

And then you compare that story to this...
getting up early at morning a bit tired sitting in the car on your way to work, listening to calm music...
Suddenly a small car on the file beside you, giving a sign and Biiiizzzing in on your file just one meter infront of you.  He is driving slooooowly infront of you the whole way.... very close.
Aren't the stories very similar ...?

This happend to me, twice last week. Same car, same guy...
I was thinking
"how about we put your car in my boot and u can sit here beside me, it would be easier for both of us..."

First day this guy overhauled me, and drove even slower than me, so i just overheuled him again. But he didnt felt ashamed to overheule me again !
So I gave up !
Never thought I will meet him the next day :/ huhuhuhuh
I was so rude, i took a pic of him !




















And then i have a funny story of today...
Krister my brother was sooo strenuous today and i just had enough of him so I throw him out of my room. But I couldnt stop laugh when he did this...
( watch the pictures!)
(Klick on the picture to see more clear)




For those of you who dont understand... He wrote "I give up let me in"
And he draw 2 flags, and to make sure that i understood it was flag, he wrote "flag" on the flag hahahah.






And last, but not least... I have to show you my last update of my very cool Yellow car
Watch the pictures and enjoy. And remember... you can't beat my car's coolness.



Bizzzt Bizzt (bye bye)

Friday, October 7, 2011

Friday...

Ya, yesterday night Krister (My 11 years-old-brother) asked me if i could make raisin-cookies 4 him today. And i promised him 2 do. So that's what i've been up 2 since i came home from work.

Intresting in seeing the results ?

















I have to show you my new shoes that I bought also. =)














How do you like them?

I Have a funny story to tell you...

I know a girl since i was a small kiddooo... we were never friends, but we used to say hi to eachother.
Once, last year when i was going in to this shoe-shop I saw her there. She looked at me with that strange look, and she didn't say Hi untill i said hi first...
I thought something strange was going on...
She answered my hi and left the store rapidly. Suddenly all the alarms in the shop started blinking and howling.
I sat there at the chair when the owner passed me running, telling me
- YOU! watch the desk for me 

Okayyyy here we go... bring me the popcorn plz...

The owner came back with the girl and told her
-open you bag
- no i dont want to, but it might have been my piercing that started the alarm
And she showed him the piercing in her bellybutton

- I still want to see your bag...
- Well I am not going to open it here in front of all people, if u want to see my bag we have to go somewhere else.
They went "backstage" looking in her bag.
The owner came out with white lacoste-shoes. Very nice once. He showed me and told me
-Look at these teenagers what they put in their bags!

I was just laughing. Shame on you babygirl...
Outside the store- who was waiting there ????
Guess...
HER MOTHER!

Stupid dumbas.

The owner called the police, and he put her bag behind the desk. But i knew she was going to take the bag and leave when he turned his back. And i really didnt want tooo sit there watching anymore. So I left.
I left, and she took her bag and went outside the store with her mum. Her brother picked them up and they left.

Now let me eat my cookies

Cheers!

Thursday, October 6, 2011

Someone...

It was Zumba-maraton at sportlife today.
All the instructors was dancing with us- 90 minutes. It was awsome !

after  40 minutes, we got the information that someone will get something, just like a gift, for "something" this person had done...
- it could be smiling, dancing great, done something fun during the dance etc...

And suddenly one of the instructors came to me with a wristlet with the text "wild for Zumba" and said
- you are great!
and all the others started to applaud

That was really fun...



Sooooooooooooooooooooooo... ?

Let me eat my clementine in peace euhhhhh
and long for christmas.

Is it 2 early ?


Monday, October 3, 2011

1+1

HANNAN HAR ONT I MAGEN!

IT HURTS, ANYONE !

SO, I'm sitting here, listning to Beyoncé's new song 1+1...
all by my self :P
It was Mary (Maria) who suggested the song to me yesterday
and I love it. Thx Mia
Pussar och Kramar min princessa



Me and Maria... (/ Pocahontas!?)


Have to make a comparison

Nope, maybe more like Esmeralda?

Ya =)
                    

Friday, September 30, 2011

Have you ever ?

On my way home today, i passed by the supermarket.
When i was walking between the shelves, i felt somebody looking at me.
I looked up, and there in front of me was an older woman (in her 60s) staring at me.

Her face was soooooo SO familiar to me, but i just couldnt tell where i've seen her before.
I got this bad feeling, just like a thunder inside of me...

The woman turned around and went away.

A couple of shelves away, she was there again. Same story, she turned around and left.

I'm still confused. I still dont know WHERE THE *** i've seen her before. I know I've even spoken to her. But where ? and about what ?

Hate that feeling...

I want to know who she was. Still thinking of her :S

Tuesday, September 27, 2011

Dusha i timmar...

Jag kan helt seriöst dusha i över en timma. I VARMT vatten tack.
Så länge ingen knackar på dörren och påminner mig om att jag faktiskt dushar, så kommer jag aldrig ut ur toaletten!
Men men...

Gissa vad som hände idag!
Slutade lite tidigt, för jag skulle ju gå och träna i Vänersborg.

När jag sätter mig i bilen för att åka, så ringer Toni
- Hej åk förbi biltema (som by the way ligger åt andra hållet) och köp ...
- Köper det imorgon för jag har redan åkt nu
-Nej men vänd åk tillbaka och köp det
- Men Jag ska vara på träningen om 30 min
-Men du hinner
- men jag hinner inte, jag sa imorgooooooooooooooooooon
- Men pappa behöver det idag
- Åh .....

Ringer mamma...
-Vadå ni behöver? kan ni inte säga till tidigare? måste ni stressa mig? jag hatar sånt här? fattar ni inte... . .. . .
- men ta det lungt, du kan ta det en annan dag...
- men Toni sa...
- men skit i Toni..

(kände för att skjuta honom i den sekunden)

Åkte iallafall, förbannad, vidare mot Vänersborg. Så tog jag vägen förbi HK brätte (en ridskola för er som inte vet).
Just utanför HK-brätte måste man sakna mer till 50km/h (från 70 km/h) i typ 100m.
Jag saktade då bara ner till 60km/h
Så kommer denna jäkla kärringen ridandes på sin fula jäkla häst och gör så här mot mig:
Och med det menar hon "det är 50km/timma här så sakta ner ditt as"
Men gissa vilken tur du har lilla kärring...
Om inte jag hade suttit i bilen just då hade jag sparkat din häst på pungen stenhårt!





Nu är jag iallafall hemma. Lugn och fin igen :D

Sunday, September 25, 2011

Ojalá pudiera conjurar

What if i could ?

I would make soooo many changes.

But...
men..
por...
mais...

pero...
El mundo es extraño y el hombre es pequeño.

Derailed

 Derailed
that's the movie i saw yesterday!
Jennifer Anniston in action ;)
Watch the trailer...

Saturday, September 24, 2011

Mawal

Min 2abl el zamaaaaaaaaan Min 2abl el zamaaaaaan lta2aina 7abibiiiii
7assait el 2amaaaaaaaaan w min 2albak 2ribi
Haik el nadir kaaaaaaaan
2ib2alak 3atouuuuul
W tdallak 7abibi 7abibi 7abiiiiiiiiibi

2alou el kawn kbiiiir                         Tari 7obbaaak
Laaaaken ya 7obbi                           Dinyi jdeedi
Bshoufo zghir ktiiiiir                         Khidni mahma
3al far7a li b2albi                            Tkoun b3idi


I just woke up, having this song on my mind. It's a very old song (from 1995) by the famous lebanese singer Najwa Karam.
Donno why...
The music in the background is not that good, but the words is ...mm

Ha en nicing dag mina gullungar ;)

puss

Friday, September 23, 2011

Paulo Coelho

"People may forget what we said, people may forget what we did, but never forget how we made them feel"
Paulo Coelho

Early morning on the Highway!

I thought that I might get up a bit early today. Then i will be able to start work earlier and get home earlier.
But...

I could as much just been sleeping in my bed.
15 minutes after starting my car- I was still in Vänersborg!

I don't know what's wrong with the trafic lights today. (I waited aprox 6 minutes at the first light!)

Jävla skit!
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Wednesday, September 21, 2011

My new life- update!

My prayer on Facebook, two weeks ago:

Hannan Nohra
Dear Monday, my new life begins today : P
Amen
Like Unlike · · 12 September at 00:19

The first week in my new life, was more looking like my old life, but guess what...
This second week is better. I did follow every step (almost) of my new life and i'm very satisfied with that!

Now I still have one problem remaining from my old life which seem to be my stupid laptop.
No, I am not complaining, we have been good friends last year.
But i don't know what the *pip* that has taken the whole memory on the C: desc.
It's making me going nuts, and what's making me more crazy is that i can't delete anything.

Do you understand my zerious broblemzz?

There is still one solution remaning...
reformate the shit.
But what about Microsofts Word...
I can't live without it...

Last time, it took me like... a whole year before i finally found someone to fix Word on the pc.
I have to get a copy of that CD (Finally you realised that- Hannan? all by yourself? Brafooo brafoo)

Once that is done...
I' am starting a new folder in my new life. I'll call it:
"Revit Architecture- a lá Hannan"
Then you will be able to finally see all my wonderful drawings of castles and mansions

wihooooooo.....

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

Agnes in Lebanon!


Well well...

Agnes Carlsson is a singer from Vänersborg (my hometown in sweden). She won "idol 2005" (or maybe 2006, I don't remember exactly). Anyhow...

The newspaper is writing about her today, watch this (klick on the photo to read the text):

for those of you who dont understand:
Agnes was in Lebanon, and now the newspapers is writing about her. She came to the country and was scared because some strange men with weapons took her to another room. And when she finally was done with these men, and was on her way to the place where her consert was going to be. A mad man stoped his car in the middle of the way, he was angry and he put a gun at the side of his pants.
I have been in Lebanon so many times and i have never in my life seen anything like this. Maybe they stoped her at the airport, but heeeeeeeey come on, why do you make such a big deal of it all? They saw a sweet young lady...
Sometimes i think that Sweden is too peacefull.

Lebanon is a wonderful country, I promise you !

Monday, September 19, 2011

chill bill !

Having my Lunchbreak at work!
Listning 2 music- Michael Bolton...

Having strange dreams,
 är det någon förutom jag som ibland dumförklarar sig själv?

Ikväll (tonight) blir det
hips-hips-shake-shake-hips-shake.
ZUMBA
yeaaaaaaaah

Zumba fitness at sportlife tonight
Come join me ;)
Let's make the african dance :P
(Or what about the greek)

Sunday, September 18, 2011

Sad morning.

"It is often the last key on the ring which open the door"
Paulo Coelho



Too all the sick people on earth- keep on fighting, never give up!

Saturday, September 17, 2011

WHAT'S UP ?

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So you wanted to be updated about my Important life ha?
I obey what ever you request my friends.

It was 6 monthes since last time, and a lots of stuff going on...
I donno where to start, but lets begin from today. Forget the past, cuz it's almost not worth remembering.
Ok

Ya I found a pice of mark where i want to build my house here in Sweden. Yet i cant tell you where it is, but more information too come later when i make a decision. So you are welcome to visit my mansion after 5 years.

AND i have to show you my car














(well almost looking like my car :P)

Other than that... what's new?...
I got back to my old work, which used to be at the municipality in Uddevalla (Sweden), where i work as a buildning engineer, and with building permits. (I was working there a couple of monthes before i traveled to Lebanon 2 monthes this summer). And some nights i do also work at the YouthClub or what ever u call it.

Oh one last thing...
3 years ago i cutted my hair... SHORT... and it was so strenuous, since i normally have curly hair and i had to flat it each morning.
This summer, my hair was long again, long-long. Finally.
So i donno what's got into my head- suddenly i went to the hairdresser in Lebanon...
- cut it OF! :O
And ya, back to old business...
People are asking me,
- what does you hair look like if you dont flat it.
And as i promised you- i will show you...



















And after using my secrets tools...





















And this was my hair before.



















ENJOY!

Friday, March 11, 2011

Byggar-dinner






Thank God, I'm still alive.

After a very nice evning at the new building Karlstad CCC (Conference Center), I had the long trip back to Vänersborg remaing.

We almost crashed into an animal at the begin of the trip... dont know what animal, but it was black and big-dog-look-a-like...scarry... so I tought maybe I should drive slowly after leaving my clasmate in Åmål...

Slowly... yes, that's how i passed the next animal on the road.
Kept on driving slowly... passing the train tracks the light suddenly turned into red and the bars started falling down, I got panik. Felt like my heart fell down to my feets and even if I tried to hurrie, it felt like the car didnt move. I donno how i got out of there, but i did =)
Maybe i shouldnt drive slowly :P

The road was so dark, with reflector poles the whole way.
Would you belive me if i said that the sky lited up when i saw the sign "VÄNERSBORG 1KM" ?
well it did... but at the same time it started snowing a LOT, just as if I pushed the botten"start snowing".
Anyway, I tought was getting closer to my warm bed. BUT Nix, in Vänersborg- the bridge opend up for a boat to pass and i had to wait even longer.

My emty parking!
It missed the car- so i stoped it there.
Mhm i realized... i forgot the key to my house.
Called mum many times untill she woke up, and finally. Now i can say, my trip is over.

After all i may say it was worth it. We got the opportunity to talk to other engineers from diffrent companies, it was nice food and nice people. I just wish we did more of these stuff during our education. It's too late now i guess...

Friday, January 7, 2011

UPDATE!

I think the world needs an update!


First of all I have to show the winning post on my facebook-wall on my birthday 30/12-2010

Fressia Merino Espinosa Happy B-day, Hannitan!
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First time I saw her....it was kind of a shock, that red-headed girl was so amazing! A person so true to herself and her beloved ones...simply amazing.
She is so full of such joy...it pulls you to her. She is the kind of person you wished you know and want to become one day. Born in a family who welcomes others with open arms. The kind of family you wished you had, the one you wished to create in the future, the kind you adore from the core.
An incredible woman, friend, sister, daughter, niece, person, for all of this I love her, adore her and wish her an eternity of happiness.

Happy birthday, my dear friend♥
I'm so glad I met you.


Posted my Fressia Merino. It's sooo wonderful, i blushed while reading it. Ofcourse i wont forget the rest of my wonderful friends and their wishes. Thanx to all of you, you made my day =)

Now an update about my life... The final-project will be preformed in Qatar- Doha and starts after this semester, in the end of January. So i will travel in Mars and stay 2 monthes.

In April it's a lot going on in Lebanon. My cousin Fadia is getting married, the same week as easter and the celebration of saint Gerges, which is the icon of the small village Klayaa in Lebanon. My very sweet hometown. Therefore i'm planing to book a ticket - 1 week semester in Lebanon, during the project-time in Qatar. I do really wish i can do this.

I will return to sweden a short period in May, just to finish my project, hand it in and do a small presentation of it. And then ... Returning to Lebanon to see dear Maro getting Married. This time i will stay 2 monthes in lebanon, and the ticket is already booked. Very excited.

Hope to find a job in sweden after that. Actully i'm feeling i'll find a job pretty fast, but i dont know if i really want to stay in sweden. So i'll leave that question unanswered.

Promises for this new year 2011 is to graduate, have fun and travel a lot.

Wishing you all a wonderful 2011 and may it be white and clear for us all. God bless You !

Some pictures from December 2010!